the noob princess' words of wisdom part 2

Tinatamad na ako magkomento. Nakakainis pero nakakatawa pa din. :) Pwahahahahaha!




Spartans! Enjoy your breakfast, for tonight we dine in Hell!

♥♥Leonidas♥♥
King of Sparta, he's brave, he's idealist, he's gorgeous, he's everything! Maybe you are wondering who Leonidas is, better watch the movie 300, the best!! walang sayang sa binayad mo, promise! haha! Looks like I'm endorsing it, yeah! I am endorsing it! One of the best movies I've ever seen in my entire life. We did not attend class for this one!! haha! Anyway, we had fun and enjoyed the movie. The next movie I'm about to watch is Because I said so. Uhm, anything else?! I can't wait for the tour on Monday. hehe..=) We're going to have a dance practice tomorrow so I guess I won't be able to post an entry. haha! So that's all!
Wish my heart is like a stone

I know I've been very patient all my life, eversince I was really patient with everything, I don't mind if people are teasing me or whatsoever, because I know who I am and I don't need their comment or whatever! But these past years, my being patient was abused by people, to the point that na akala nila I don't get hurt. but the truth is; I am, I was and still hurting. Di ko lang pinapakita, I'm not that emotional. I always find it hard to cry and sharing my griefs to others. I don't ever consider someone a bestfriend, kase not all na tungkol sa kin hindi pa talaga nila alam. I mean we can't consider anyone a bestfriend, it takes a lot of trials before you meet the "real" and bestest friend and I'm just happy that my friends right now are true and real. And I hope their loyalty and being true will stay forever. I know there is no such thing as forever but somehow till our last breath gives out sana. I wish my heart is a stone, numb with the pains, at the same time useful. I wish I could let this thing out of me and just live my life without being misjudge. I promised myself from now on, I'd be numb with gossips, heartaches, foolishness, petty things and the like. I would never take these thing seriously so that I won't get affected, I will not trust people easily, beacuse MOST are plastic.Nobody wants to be screwed up, fooled etc. I am really hoping that someday they'll realize how they broke me, those pains they've caused me didn't made me think that I was useless instead it made me better!!!



the art of letting GO, being happy and single!

March 10, 2007
Saturday night was one of the best nights I've ever had, not because I went to a party or enjoyed an event, it is because I've ditched him out of my system, I deleted all the messages he sent me, I even removed and threw away everything that would remind me of him, basta I learned how to let him go! And the feeling was really great!To keep him is to bury myself in sadness and heartaches. I should've done this earlier but I am glad I was able to do it! Maybe because I finally realized that he's not worthy for this kind of love. I don't have to be bitter, I should celebrate coz finally I'm free! free from worries and pains!
March 11, 2007
Sunday wasn't a good day for me I suffered from dysmenorrhea. Why girls need to do all the sacrifices?? Gosh! Good thing nawala din, but I felt close to dying. I was about to faint na nga e coz of the pain but buti na lang talaga my mom gave a painkiller. But would you believe after having that killer dysmenorrhea, we went to Landmark pa, to buy a blazer for the tour. haha! I bought a new pair of flip-flops! yay!!
March 12, 2007
Today was a great day! We went to Hyatt Hotel and Casino in Malate. We had a hotel familiarization tour, basta 2, 400 is woth it! Coz of the buffet! grabe nabusog ako I almost throw up nga sa kabusugan e. After the tour we went to W Grill in Glorietta pa, I had a bottle of beer and smoked. haha! Vices, I know.. I enjoyed everything! I was really happy coz I was able to have a break from the stressful school works and stuff. Also this day, I realized that being single and having a cool circle of friends would make me more happier than ever. I could say that I'm at my happiest again! happiest of the happiest, I hope this happiness won't end that easy. Wala lang, I don't know how to get up again eh, when I fall. But I guess this time I know a lot of people will catch me (I do hope so! haha!). I have friends who are very caring and supportive, though sometimes we have our own trips and likes. Pag nagsama-sama naman, you can see the unity and oneness, which is really great! I can't describe this happiness especially the day I learned how to let go of the past! this week is our final for lectures and discussions so I guess I'll be very busy these coming days. so good luck to me!! wait for the pics I'm going to upload.


The word "HECTIC"

Hindi ko alam, simula ngayon isusulat ko na ang bawat entry ko sa tagalog para masaya tayong lahat.. kuneksyon?! haha! Nakakatuwa lang kasi ngayong araw na to, ang daming magandang nangyari sakin, una exempted ako sa Filipino at pangalawa malapit na ang bakasyon, hmm, bago ko pala makalimutan, birthday ni Vennise sa 21 kaya medyo busy kame kasi debut yun, inaayos namin yung mga props.. haha! Tapos huling week na ng lectures and discussions, actually finals na namin sa phy sci lab bukas tapos practical sa p.e sa thursday kaya kelangan namin magpractice bukas para sa polishing. Nakakatamad talaga mag-aral sobra. haha! Ewan. Gusto ko yung song ni Barbie na Firewoman, ang ganda kase e.. hehe! Sige na, magrereview na ako! Ang pangit pala pag puro tagalog, pero sige sisikapin ko na magpost ng tagalog na entry. hehe!

What Goes Around Comes Around

Sa totoo lang, pag sinabi na KARMA isang bagay lang ang pumapasok sa isip ko, walang iba kundi "kamalasan", kamalasan sa puntong kung may ginawa kang masama sa kapwa mo asahan mo doble ang balik sayo. May mga bagay naman na tao lang ang gumagawa ng sariling karma, ewan ko ba kung bakit. Anyway, galing ako kanila Sandra kanina, kaming dalawa ni Vennise, actually. Nagpractice kami para sa finals namin sa P.E bukas, interpretative tsaka modern, sobrang nakakapagod pero ayos lang.! Grabe yung finals namin sa lab kanina ewan ko kung papasa ako, pero natatandaan ko naman yung ibang topic tungkol dun e, sana kahit di ako gaano nagexert ng effort makakuha sana ako ng passing grade yun kase pinaka mababa ko e. Nakakahinayang naman na yun yung magpapababa sa akin. Malapit na debut ni Vennise at hectic na din mga schedules namin sana naman maging productive at masaya ang bakasyon ko. Sige pahinga na ako!


Phrase of the DAY "tulungan kita magbati"

Nakakatuwa yung title ko. haha! Paano kasi si Emerson parang ewan, sabi ko kay Empoy tutulungan ko siya magbati, sabay tumawa, paano namamalisya na naman. Wala tayong magagawa e, lalaki e! haha! Anyway, finals namin sa P.E kanina, see the video na lang. hehe! Ayun, pumunta kami kanila Christopher kanina birthday niya kase e, ayun nagluto kami ng corned beef, luncheon meat at tuna omelet. hehe! Feel at home kasi walang tao e, kuya niya lang. Tapos nag-inuman yung boys, waah nagmamalinis ako, uminom din ako 2 baso lang. haha! Pero binawi ko na lang sa yosi, napadami nga ata kase pakiramdam ko masusuka ako, muntik na din ako pagalitan kasi di ako nagpaalam tapos gabi na ako umuwe, nakakakaba, medyo traffic kase sa Pasig e. Pero enjoy! Salamat pala kay Christopher! hehehe! Medyo kakainis si Jonathan paano kasi nagstolen shot ba naman, kaming dalawa ni Emerson, tsktsk. Wala lang! haha!



For a Banana Peel Slip-ons we WENT to SM Megamall

Grabe nakakapagod maglakwatsa. Anyway, dapat naman talaga sa Glorietta lang kami, kaya lang nagkayayaan na lang kami mag Megamall kaya yun dun kami napadpad ng aming paa. Actually 170 lang ang dala kong pera at malakas pa rin ang loob ko lumakwatsa. haha! Kamusta naman yun?! Anyway, mga 1 na kami ng hapon nakarating kaya ayun kumain muna kami siyempre, malamang sa mura lang, bumili kami ng Combo Meal sa Tropical Hut worth 49 pesos plus additional 6 kasi iced tea yung drink, o diba?! sulit na sulit tapos ayun umikot ikot kami, actually di ko masyado naexplore ng maige ang Megamall dahil sa madami akong katext nung mga oras na yun pero ayos lang naman. Pagkatapos namin mapagod kakaiikot nagdecide kami na kumain ng ice cream ayun after nun chika sandali tapos uwian na, nung pauwi na kami ni Sandra nakita namin si Fiona ayun chika chika sabay batsi na. Naexcite ako kasi isasama nila kami sa Puerto sa April, sana naman pumayag ang aking mother dear, para naman maging masaya ako. ganun?! haha! I mean kasi wala naman talaga akong plano umalis ngayong summer since wala naman akong makakasama sa lakad, kaya yung pag Puerto lang yung co-complete ng summer ko! Kaya payagan sana ako, 3 days and 2 nights lang naman e.. Kaya I'm hoping na sana umagree si mother..


Surveys..=)

What were you doing 5 minutes ago?
- lying down and texting..

What are your fave sports?
- badminton and swimming..

Do you cry most of the time you have problems?
- most of the time no, but there are some certain probs that I can't handle anymore that's the only time I cry.

Did you have a fight with sumone today?
- fight? I'm not making any trouble or wutsoever.

What are your fave subjects?
- Filipino and Computer.
Who cheers u up d most in your life?
- My friends and my MOM!

Do u like to chat?
- no, not really, pag I'm in the mood lang.

last chat?
- a while ago, mike..=)
Do you like to laugh?
- yep!
Last testi from? What's the testi about?
- vennise, thanking me for the profile.

Last text message from? What's about?
- sandra, asking kung sino kaaway ko.

Last food?
- ice cream

Do you have an exam?
- quiz on Computer tom, final exams next week.

Do you think people who like to study alot are nerds?
-no, not really.

What's your opinion about long distance relationship?
- at first I agree with this kind of set-up but I realized it will never work out no matter how hard you try to make things follow the usual flow, believe me! it's not working!

Do you know someone engaged in a long distance relationship?
- I used to..

About love at the first sight?
- I don't believe on this.

Have you ever taken a relationship with sumone u didn't love?
- actually, yeah..

Have you ever hurt sumone whom u love so much?
- I don't want to, but there are some instances that I hurt them for a reason.

Do you like your school?
-yeah..

Do you have sumthing you must do right now?
- yup.

Do you love someone?
- ofcourse, everybody does..
♥♥
Last person who texted you?
> rhum..=)

Last person you texted?
> rhum/
Pinaka-close mong classmate?
> csandra, vennise, emerson. mike and the rest of the boys in 1C.
Pano kapag umamin isa sa kanila na gusto ka nila?
> weh? impossible..

Favorite color ng crush mo?
> ahm, black?
Birthday ng crush mo?
> I don't know e.

Ano huli mong kinain?
> ice cream.

May kakilala ka ba sa mga kapitbahay mo?
> yup..

Masaya ba sa bahay nyo?
> yeah.

Masaya ba sa classroom nyo?
> yup! though may groupies okay naman.

Favorite color/s mo?
> any color except those ugly ones.

Current music:
> Silent Sanctuary's Rebound.

Current obssesion:
> perfumes, it'll always be my obssesion!

Favorite junkfood:
> Piattos
Ano mas gusto mo: GMA o ABS CBN?
> neither.

Last person who called your name:
> my MOM.

Do you miss your childhood sweetheart?
> YES!

Any frustrations?
> alot!

Do you miss hanging out with your buddies?
>yeah.

Who is your bestfriend/s?
> Sandra, Vennise and Emerson.

Do you buy branded shirts?
> sometimes..

Do you watch jacktv?
> yeah.
Sino mas gusto mo: Bea Alonzo o Angel Locsin?
> neither..

Bakit sya?
> n/a

Favorite sports?
> badminton and swimming.
Have you ever tried eating leftover foods?
> no..

DO you love God?
> YUP! so much!
You hate....?
> nothing/no one.

Do you have gay friends?
> oo nman!

You like Mcdonalds or Jollibee?
> Mcdo.

Greatest wish?
> reach my goals in life.

Person who influences you most?
> alot.
Bakit ka nagsagot ng survey na to?
> bored.

Hayop na Araw!

Ay naku, pansin ko lang masyadong emo mga tao ngayong araw na to. haha! Mga nafall-out of love, inlove at kung anu anu pa. Kamusta naman ako? eto nakaharap sa computer nag-iintay ng milagrong mangyayare. haha! Tinulugan ako ng mga katext ko kamusta naman yun?! Sabagay tinulugan ko din naman sila. Di ko feel na Sabado kase usually pag Sabado nasa lakwatsahan ako. haha! ewan. Grabe, ayoko na naiinlove na ako masyado sa sigarilyo, hindi masama ang paminsan minsan pero dapat asa lugar, ay mali masama pala din yun, ah ewan! Halos sunod sunod na araw din kase ako napayosi e. huhu.. Anyway, nagtampo ata sa kin si Emerson kasi parang siya yung bff ko tapos merong bago, sa side niya parang may kapalit siya. waah!! Di ko alam kung joke o totoo na, kasi may pagka DG yun e. Anyway, iwanan ang topic na yan, mawawala rin yun. Malapit na birthday ni Vennise tapos ni isang lalaki walang pang ginagawa, hello?! Ayaw naman nila kay Cramming! Ewan ba dun, may mga sakit na kalimutism, bahala sila kung ano na lang ang madala! Nakakawalang gana magfriendster pag wala kang bagong message, testi, friend invite o kaya comment, wala lang parang walang nagmamahal sayo! huhu.. parang ako.. haha! Ay naku si Mike talkshit di pa din inaaprove yung invite ko! Tae! haay, till hur..


Survey Forever!

LAST

You hung out with?
- Sandra and Vennise

2. Rode in a car with?
- My Dad.

3. Got high with?
-..

4. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you??
- Sandra and Vennise

5. You talked on the phone to?
- Last phone call? My aunt.

6. Made you laugh?
- Sandra

7. Took a picture with?
- Sandra and Vennise

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
- tongue please.. haha!

2. Be serious or be funny?
- both

4. Die in a fire or die by getting shot?
- die by getting shot para dramatic.

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
- parents dude!

A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do you like anyone?
- hell yeah!

2. Sun or moon?
- both..=)

3. Winter or Fall?
- fall..
4. left or right?
- right!..

5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?
- two best friends.

6. Sunny or rainy?
- both

7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
- both

A B O U T . Y O U.

1.What time is it now?
- 06:35 p.m
2. First Name?:
- anna
3. Where do you wanna live?
- anywhere

4. How many kids do you want?
- 2

5. Do you want to get married?
- yeah, someday

7. Current mood?
- BORED
IN . THE. LAST. 48 HOURS. HAVE. YOU.

1. Sang?
- yeah

2. been hugged?
- yeah

3. Felt stupid?
- nope!

4. missed someone?
- yeah

5. Danced Crazy?
- haha! yeah

6. Gotten your hair cut?
- nope..

7. cried?
- nope//

8. Lied:
- sobra!!

1. Have you ever been searched FOR by
the cops?
- NO!!!

3. Would you rather sleep with someone
else, or alone?
- alone.

4. Do you consider yourself creative?
- sometimes..

Hell Week nga naman

A lot of students say that exam week is the HELL WEEK!
Medyo totoo na hell week ang exam week, sobrang nakakapressure especially with us, mga college student kasi unlike highschool, clean record ang finals namin ibig sabihin back to zero at ang coverage ng exam from prelim to finals, see? kung sa isang term inaaral namin ay 10 chapters pagdating ng finals cover to cover ng book halos, para sa isang 50 o 100 item test, sino ba naman ang matutuwa?? At sino ang magrerelax sa ganun? Fyi, may cut off pa, dapat ang total ng prelims to finals mo 10 pag lumampas you'll repeat the subject sa next sem, e di mas maige pa na U.D ka kesa ulitin mo ule at singko ka sa transcript. Nakakafrustrate yung may hinahabol kang quota, pero okay naman yung grade ko so far, kaya lang nakakatakot naman kung ma-aalanganin kasi sayang yung time, money and effort diba?? buti na lang maraming activities para maka earn ng points in case di mataas ang exams mo, as long as pasado ang c.p mo, malaking bagay na yun. Nakakatamad lang talagang mag-aral minsan. Nakakawalang gana kasi e. Pero siguro nga kelangan mo lang talaga magsipag!
Lazy Daizy

BORED AND LAZY
Sobrang tamad ko these past few days, parang ayokong kumilos, kahit pagkain kinatatamaran ko, I know masama yun kaya lang wala talaga akong gana, even mag-aral for exams and siesta, basta tinatamad ako! Ewan ko ba kung bakit, maybe epekto ng boring na weekends. haha! Boring kasi last Saturday even yung mga friends ko nafe-feel din nila yung boredom na nararamdaman ko. Sobra! By the way eto nga pala yung list ng sure na sasama on Wednesday:
♥Emerson Chug
♥Mitchelle Lawrence Cruz
♥Jerard Olaño
♥Jonathan Redublo
♥Ephraim Rayos
♥Adomar Aguibiador
♥Mike Victorioso
♥Earving Viernes
♥Christopher Ramirez
♥John Gil Punongbayan
♥Ailyn Chan
♥Ma. Sandra San Juan
♥Anna Brenda Romilla (that's me!)
♥Vennise Aubrey Santos (celebrant!)
♥Jerico Ferrer
Ayun, so far yun na yung sure, yung ibang girls naman hindi makakasama, so malamng apat lang kami na babae. Buti isa na lang test bukas, kase magpre-prepare na kami ng mga things na gagamitin sa debut niya. Plan din namin na overnight kanila Sandra after, para naman may continuation pa din yung birthday ni Vennise, parang KJ na hanggang 8 lang e, last day naman na din namin yun e. Hope makasama si Paulo, ewan lang si Linmer. Bahala na sila! Basta kung sino yung makakasama go! buay busyhan ang drama namin ngayon. huhu! Hirap magsurprise party! hahaha! Nakalikom kami ng 550, oks na yun! Magdadala naman kami ng food e, para wala ng gift kay Vennise. hehe! Yung mismong party na lang, pero balak ko pa din siya bigyan ng something small. hehe! Bahala na sa kakayanin ng money ko! hehe! Payagan lang sana ako mag overnight. hehe! Ayun.

Finally!

Tomorrow na ang aming last day, tomorrow na din ang debut ni Vennise, goodbye pressure and stress! Goodbye sacrifices na rin. haha! Ang saya ko kasi pinayagan na ako mag overnight kanila Sandra! After kausapin ng mom ko yung mama ni Sandra finally!!! Pumayag siya. Anyway, let's leave it there. may bago pala kaming puppies si Mitchiko at Mitchika, hindi ko alam bakit ganun yung pinangalan sa kanila, if only pwede ko sila hawakan, but sadly, hindi e, bawal kasi ako sa fur or dust and the likes. Sayang, pero okay lang.=) Ayun, hope walang talkshit bukas. Anu pa ba?!? Ayun.

Asus, Reasons. First of Summer

Kahapon:
Birthday ni Vennise, debut niya actually at last day ng second sem, anu bang meron pa kahapon?? Ayun, final exams namin sa english and phy sci lecture. Sisiw yung exams, effortless na pagsagot! haha! mayabang! Anyway, nagpakopya naman ako kahapon para matapos agad si Lawrence. hehe! Kasama namin siya sa pagkuha nung foods e.
So here's the story--> Nagpunta kami sa bahay namin para kunin yung gamit ko tsaka yung foods na kailangan dun sa party, nakakahiya nga kase itsurang construction cite ang bahay namin dahil pinapalitan yung tiles sa 2nd floor at 3rd floor. Pero yung dalawa kong kasama ayun nag-eenjoy sa refreshment. haha! Anyway, pagkagaling samin, mahaba-habang biyahe hanggang sa makarating kami kanila Sandra, ginawa namin dun kumaen at kinuha ang gamit, tapos nun bumatsi na kami papunta kanila PeeBee, pero eto malupit dun nagbayad kami ng 180.00 sa taxi, imagine?? Nakakatuwa diba?? bankrupt agad! Nung makarating kami sa venue, si Mike at Earving pa lang yung andun, wow! expected ko andun na ang lahat except sa celebrant, pero ewan ba lumitaw ang mga talkshits nung araw na yun. Pero okay naman kasi enjoy pa din, buti na lang nagustuhan niya yung party kung hindi ihuhulog ko siya sa pool na nakatali ang paa at kamay! Charing! siyempre joke lang, mahal ko sila para gawin yun. Ayun nabawasan kami ng nabawasan hanggang sa naging pito na lang, ayun napilitan kami mag H2H, pasensya! kami lang ang nakakaalam niyan e. haha! Ayun, pagkatapos nun uwian na! bale dumiretso kami kanila Sandra para dun matulog medyo boring kasi konti lang pero okay lang naman, nag laro kami ng games for the brilliant at mega soundtrip at text trip. Alas tres na ko natulog. huhu.
Ngayon
Pagkauwi ko galing sa overnight, natulog ako hanggang sa nagising ako ng Alas singko ng hapon, gusto ko pa matulog kaya lang baka dumire-diretso hanggang umaga, e marami pa naman akong balak gawin. Tapos ayun pagkagising ko tambay muna sa harap ng pc tapos bumababa na ako para mag merienda, tuna pimiento at melon shake! solb na solb! Tapos nun inayos ko yung mga bagay na dapat ko linawin sa isang tao: andito yung mga messages:
Ako. hey, kkbasa q lng ng mga messages mo.
Kausap: I dnt wnt to lose u anna as my frnd..
Ako: okay, i was with vennise that time. i would lyk to ask lang, why would u gve sum1's number out without her knwng? i know it sounds mbbw bt we're talking bt "privacy" here.
Kausap: It was my mistake and i admit it. actually i 4got 2 tel vennise abt it.. dats y i said sori.
Ako: pero sana consideration at tsaka bkt kelangan sbhan ng walang manners.. sana nagpaalam k muna kay vennise bgo mo bngay..
Kausap: ok i admit my mistakes. i alredy said sori bt its up 2 vennise 2 accept it. ayoq lang naman ay ung mga may nake2alam pang la2ke. im nt afraid of them.
Ako: i knw nkealam bt i was jst trying to say na u were bothering us yesterday. napikon si vennise sau, as a bestfriend gusto ng guy awatin whatever it is. eto na lang, kung u want to be my friend, our friend, learn to sumhow respect our privacy and show sme consideration. we hate people like that!
Kausap: ok madali lang aq kausap anna.. sori ulit sa ginawa q.. can u all 4gve and gve a 2nd chance?
Ako: 2nd chance? We have to thnk frst. we gve 2nd chance to those who rily deserve it. and besyds d aq ung dapat mong kausapin, c vennise.. if we decided to end the communication and friendship, kindly understand..
Kausap: its ok 4 me if der's no chances ang gus2 q lang sna accept nlng ung pardon den 4get abt me nlang. mababa lang ang pride q pg mali aq nagso2ri aq..
Ako: then kay vennise manggagaling every decision, we stand as one. whatever it is na sagot niya, il mke sure na nasa tama.
Kausap: no nid anna.. thnk u 4 txtng, bye nw. God bless!
whew! grabe di ba? sinong hindi magagalit na ipinamigay na nga ung number mo sa iba ng walang paalam ikaw pa ang sasabihan ng walang manners at sa mismong araw pa ng birthday mo, pag hindi ka naman talaga natuwa, hindi sa one sided ako naiintindihan ko yung point ng kausap ko pero yung ipagmalaki ng TAOGAMA siya or whatsoever, grabe ganun ba yun?! Our friend was trying to tell him na itigil niya ang pagtext kasi napipikon na yung tao sa ginagawa niya. Ay naku! no cooment na ako!! pero ito yung the best texting moments..
Kami: Sandra 2, musta?!
Toot: K naman!
Kami: anu gawa mu?
Toot: Nood dvd. Y miss mo ako?
Kami: Anyabang mo naman kuya?! nu pinapanuod mo? Nangangamusta lang naman.
Toot: the illusionist. Mag ja-jam pala tayo sa April.
Kami: Ah.okay. Ansakit ng katawan namin. huhu
Toot: baket?
Kami: Nagswimming kasi kami. Birthday nung friend namin e. tapos overnight dito sa bahay namen.
Kami: Saan yung purple haze? Pinapatanong kasi ng classmate namin.
Toot: Wow, purplehaze sa timog.
Kami:Ah.Okay. Dvd marathon ba yan? Hehe.
Sadly wala na siyang reply nakakalungkot talaga. huhu! Pero okay lang masaya naman kasi ganun nga. Anu pa ba? Yung mga talkshit kahapon ewan sa inyo! Yung guris sa mukha ko, ewan din! huhu.. Bakasyon na, di ko na naman alam ang mga gagawin ko!! Nalulungkot ako.. huhu.. Haay, nakakainis talaga!!
Survey Trip

1.fave street food?
- kwek-kwek and isaw

2.fave pasta?
- all kinds of pasta.

3.fave food pag summer?
- fruit shakes

4.fave food pag umuulan?
- sinigang and lomi

5.fave food pag nanonood ng sine?
- popcorn and onion rings

6.fave shake?
- mango, melon and strawberry

7.fave night-out drink?
- red horse, san mig light or iced tea! haha!

8.favorite softdrinks?
- mountain dew and pepsi

9.fave food pag nasa beach?
- barbecue, grilled seafood and liempo, adobo, hamonado at rice!!

10.fave drink/food pag galit?
- chocolate!!

11.fave cuisine?
- Filipino, Chinese, Japanese and Italian

12.fave dessert?
- any sweets.

13.fave breakfast?
- tocilog or hamsilog

14.fave kind of chocolate?
- black chocolates and mint chocolates

15.fave food na iniihaw?
- isaw and hotdog
16. fave food na may sabaw?
- sinigang and tinola.
17.gusto mong handa sa birthday mo?
- all of my fave food.
18.best place to have coffee?
- starbucks, figaro, mocha blends or java place.

19.saan sulit kumain pag gutom?
-eat all you can!

20.best palaman sa tinapay?
- mango jam or orange marmalade
21.favorite ice cream flavor?
- any flavor in BTIC.
22.milo or ovaltine?
- milo

23.pagkain na hindi mo kakainin?
- exotic foods. except palaka

24.lagi ka bang gutom?
- nope

25.san ka willing mag spend para sa
masarap na pagkain?
- hyatt hotel! haha

26.anong pagkain ang gusto mo iuwi from
lamay pero hindi pwede?
- yung biscuits. haha!

27.anong gusto mong pagkain sa lamay
mo?
- jap food.

28.anong food ang ipagdadamot mo?
-chocolates!

29.sinong kilala mong kain ng kain
pero hindi tumataba?
- sandra

30.eh diet ng diet pero hindi
pumapayat?
- melai

31.Anong sikat na pagkain sa lugar nyo?
-turo-turo. haha!

32. Anong pagkain lagi mong pinupuslit?
- chocolates

33. Lagi mong hinihingi sa kaklase mo?
- chocolates

34. Gusto mong kainin ngayon na?
- jap food

35. Kung isa na lang kakainin mo sa
buong buhay ano to?
- sinigang
♥♥♥
PRESENT PERFUME
lancome..

PRESENT SHAMPOO
sunsilk
PRESENT FAVORITE SONG
for tonight
LAST FOOD U ATE
fried fish

LAST SONG U SANG
letter to angelina jolie

LAST GIFT U RECEIVED?
i forgot.

LAST GAME U ENJOYED PLAYING
swimming
LAST TIME U HAD UR HAIRCUT
i can't remember

LAST ALCOHOL U DRANK
redhorse

PRESENT PET
dog

LAST BOOK YOU READ
magazine, actually.
LAST BIRTHDAY ATTENDED
vennise

LAST GIMIK/ OUTING?
peebee's place

LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO
SLEEP
pray

LAST THING U BOUGHT
chocolate shake.
LAST MALL U VISITED
walter mart

LAST MOVIE U WATCHED
300

LAST TIME U CRIED
long time ago.
PRESENT PERSON U HATE
none.

LAST PERSON U TEXTEd
teeghee

LAST PERSON U TALKED TO
cousin.
PRESENT THOUGHTS
summer!!

Sleeptalk

♥♥♥
Summer is here! I still have the hell week hang-over. .
Nakakatamad talaga, sobra!! As in natulog ako ng 12 or 1 na ng madaling araw tapos nagising ako ng 10 or 11 ng tanghali pagkatapos nun tumambay ako sa harap ng p.c tas kumain tas natulog ulit, nagising akong 5:30, tapos naligo tapos kumaen, tapos nun wala na akong ginawa ule, sana naman kasi April na, pakiramdam ko sa April pa magsta-start yung summer ko e. Ewan, kasi wala pa ako masyadong activities ngayon. Gusto ko pumunta ng Saguijo, kung pwede lang talaga!! Kung walking distance lang sa bahay namin yun, grabe!! Kaso isang sakay e, di din ako papayagan. Andami kong gustong gawin pero di ko magawa kasi strict ang magulang ko!! huhu.. Nalulungkot tuloy ako. Nami-miss ko na ang mga bisyo! haha! ang paglakwatsa at pag ukay hunt, akala mo ano na no?? haha! Mabait akong bata para magbisyo.haha! Kamusta na kaya yung mga friends ko?? Bored din kaya sila?? Ewan ko nga ba, sobrang bored to death!! Kelangan ko din ng pera para makagala ako! e kaya lang walang pasok so walang allowance!!! ahuhu..Nakakainis, buti na lang may cd ako ng Giniling at Silent Sanctuary atleast may napapaglibangan, soundtrip maghapon. Tapos bibili ako ng Updharma down next week!! hehe! Nawawala yung cd ko ng Imago. huhu!! Asan na kaya yun?? Hahanapin ko na lang bukas, nakakatamad talaga, sobra!!!! may YM nga, e halos lahat ng friends ko di naman online, kamusta naman yun?? Ewan. Actually di ako sanay gumawa ng super duper haba na blog kaya lang kapag boring at ewan, napipilitan ako kasi kung anu-ano ang pumapasok sa isip ko!! Miss ko na mga friends ko! Sana may pasok na ulit! huhu..

Confusion makes your world GO AROUND.

Confusion--> one word to define it COMPLICATED!
Bakit nga ba nakakaconfuse ang magmahal?? May mga cases na kung kelan mafa-fall ka na tsaka naman nawawala yung taong yun at kung kelan naman wala na siya sa buhay mo tsaka naman uli magpaparamdam ang gulo di ba? Bakit di ba pwede na kung kelan ka ready tsaka siya dumating. Pero sabagay ang love dumadating sa panahon na hindi mo inaasahan. UNEXPECTED kumbaga. Sobrang haba pa ng process para unit-unti kang magtiwala and so on and so for. Minsan nakakalungkot kasi kahit ayaw mo maapektuhan, nagagawa ng isip mo ulit-ulitin yung confusion na nararamdaman mo. Sabi nila makinig ka daw sa utak mo huwag sa puso kaya lang di ba pag nakinig ka lagi sa utak mo, hindi na pagmamahal yun? Minsan nga nakakasakit ka kasi sabi ng utak mo huwag mo siyang bigyan ng chance pero sabi ng puso mo bigyan mo, minsan sa sobrang wiser ng mga tao ngayon mas pinipili nila ang practical na pagmamahal, pinipilit na lang nila mahalain ang isang bagay o tao dahil inaakala nila na ganun lang yun, pero mahirap aralin ang salitang ♥pagmamahal♥, kahit siguro ilang dekada mo pa pag-aralan, may mami-miss ka pa rin na part, sobrang broad kase e. Minsan gusto ko na lang maniwala na ang pag-ibig nararamdaman lang ng taong iniibig, pero minsan din naiisip ko na di ko naman kailangan pa ng kung sinu-sino para malaman lang na may nagmamahal sa kin e. Naranasan ko magmahal ng todo pero nasaktan ako, sinubukan ko ng kulang, nasaktan pa din ako, sinubukan ko din ng sakto lang pero ganun pa din siguro nga kahit anung gawin ng tao masasaktan at masasaktan sila dahil sa pag-ibig.
Love may be confusing but these basic facts lay out what true love really means!
♥Love does not hurt
-->True love will not give you insecurities or lower your self-esteem; it gives you happiness and inspiration. Even if you go through some rocky paths, love make sure you'll never walk alone.
•for some reason tama pero kung totoo man na it does not hurt why may mga instances pa rin na umiiyak ang isang taong umiibig, it only shows that in every relationship there is always a failure.
♥It's all about caring
-->When you love, you care. Experts have seen it and believers have proven it--love may come in different forms but loving simply means caring.
•Siguro caring in a sense na hindi possessive, right?
♥Real devotion offers R-E-S-P-E-C-T
-->It will not force you to do something unnecessary to keep relationship alive. It will not demand nor give you uncertainty. It will make you feel secure for you will be treated the way you deserve to be.
•I guess in all kinds of relationship we need RESPECT. Kasi dun nagsta-start lahat.
♥Love is patient
-->You might hear people saying"love is painful--it makes you cry and do crazy things." Love involves sacrifices, but once you've found your true love, it's worth all the pain and waiting. It does indeed require patience and faith
•Patience is the number one aspect of love. Without this it will never work.
♥Truly God's gift
-->He is the source of all love. He is the reason why we know and feel love. God's love is unparalleled. So even if things are tough, have faith that He has plans for those who deserve a happy ever after!
•I guess all of us deserve a happy ever after, kaya lang there are some people who abuse the power to love, ginagamit nila yun to play with other person's feelings, which is vey painful.
♥Out of control
-->Love is so powerful that it can make someone go loco! You can't manipulate your heart--you can't force somebody to love you or force yourself to love someone. But perhaps its uncontrollable nature will tell you if it's true love you feel. You just have to let your heart coordinate with your mind for it to work out nicely.
•As what I've said, hindi mo pwede ipagpilitan. Kaya lang it's a sudden feeling na kelangan mo talaga pag isipan ng maraming beses.
♥Never Fear
-->It's true what they always say"In love, never regret things you did, but the things you did not do." Sometimes, you need to take risk but you have to do it wisely to win the tricky game of love!
•RISK, SACRIFICES and all that, huwag matakot kasi you might regret na hindi mo nagawa lahat, hanggang sa nawala.
♥Love is not selfish
-->It is willing to sacrifice. Love makes you think, not only for yourself, but also for others. It means loving others without forgetting to love yourself at the same time.
•this one is the toughest among all, because most of us give and give, we forget na minsan naman kelangan ilagay sa lugar ang pagbigay, sabi nga nila hindi araw-araw sa buhay mo ay fiesta, isipin mo din ang tagtuyot at tag-ulan. It simply means that magtira ka para sa sarili mo, go take risk and sacrifices pero dapat sa bawat risk na ita-take mo isipin mo din ang kapakanan ng sarili mo. Kasi dadating ang panahon na ikaw din ang mangangailangan, paano kung ikaw sa sarili mo walang matira? Kanino ka hihingi ng tulong? Hindi masama ang pagdadamot minsan pero ang sobrang pagbigay ay nakakasama rin.
Those facts galing sa isang mag, I was inspired to write a blog na ganito coz a friend of mine confessed na naco-confuse daw siya. The only thing na maipapayo ko is: Go with the Flow! Think million, trillions of time before jumping into a conclusion or a certain decision!.

The Music

1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each song
3. Make the title the answer for each question

How are you feeling today : Siling Giniling - Giniling Festival
How far will you go in life? – Best I ever had - Vertical Horizon
How do your friends see you? – Don't speak - no doubt
Will you get married? - We Give in Sometimes - Updharma Down
Bestfriend’s theme song – Layag - Updharma down
What is the story of your life? – Much has been said - Bamboo
What was your high school life like? – Sweet escape - Gwen stefani
How can you get ahead in life – Hiwaga - Updharma Down
Whats the best thing about your friends? – Forever - Damage
What is today going to be like? – Just the girl - Click five
Whats in store for you this weekend? – Lazy Daizy - Updharma down
What song describes you – Save Room - John Legend
What song describes your grandparents – Nothing else matters - Metallica
How is your life going? – Woman - John Lennon
What song will they play at your funeral? – June - Updharma down
How does the world see you? – So sick - Neyo
Will you have a happy life? – Malikmata - Updharma down
What do your friends really think of you? – So sick - female
Do people secretly lust after you? – here without you - 3 doors down
How can I make myself happy? – Ung Tagalog - Kamikazee
What should you do with your life? – 4 seasons of loneliness - Boys 2 men
Will you ever have children – Thinking About you - Norah Jones
Pangit? Yeah right! Define that word please

Pangit?? Anu ba talaga ang meaning ng pangit?
First of all kung iniisip nila na asar-talo ako, gusto ko sabihin na HINDE, hindi ko lang inaaksaya ang oras ko sa mga bagay na alam ko na useless. OO, useless, ano naman ang mapapala ko kung papatulan ko sila? Ang tawagin akong Reyna Palengkera, teka nga lang paki define nga din ang word na PALENGKERA? Di ba ang palengkera ang taong palaaway or madada, pero teka lang ulit sino ba samin ang maraming sinasabe? Sino ang maraming comments na di maganda sa blog entries even sa profile sa friendster? Sino ang pinakikialaman ang english ko? Barok man o hindi, still kahit papano willing ako matuto. Trying Hard? Sa tingin ko iba ang salitang trying hard sa sinusubukan, bakit kayo lang ba ang lisensyado mag salita ng Ingles? Eto na ang huling beses na sasagutin ko ang mga sinasabi niyo using this blog, kasi wala naman mangyayari kung papatol ako sa kababawan na ito. Pangit? Wala naman akong sinabe na maganda ako e, at wala din sa isip ko na maganda ako, wala naman akong pakialam sa physical looks e, what important is yung INNER BEAUTY ng isang tao, I don't care kung mukhang unggoy o ano ang kasama ko, mukha lang naman yan, bakit ikahihiya? An importante yung UGALI, sana lang may mga tao na hindi na para makialam pa sa gulo ng iba, kung problema namin to, please lang huwag ka na makialam, kasi sa tingin mo may magagawa ka? Ano ang magagawa mo, ang inisin ako? Tsktsk, pasensiya na lang sayo kasi hindi na ako yung ANNA na maiksi ang pasensiya, at kung inaakala niyo na warfreak ako ito lang ang masasabi ko, Pumapatol lang ako pag alam ko na kapatol-patol ang isang tao. Kung sa tingin niyo nasasaktan niyo ako emotionally, then goodluck kung magagawa niyo, ngayon pa na manhid na manhid na ako sa lahat ng sinasabe ng ibang tao tungkol sa kin, bakit ko nga naman iisipin ang sinasabe ng iba e wala naman akong pakialam sa kanila, kayo na rin ang nagsabi dati na wala kayong pakialam kung ano ang tingin ng tao sa inyo basta ginagawa niyo ang gusto niyo, so ginagawa ko ang gusto ko, which means na wla na rin akong paki sa inyo,ganun lang kasimple yun, kung sa tingin mo na nagmumukha akong shit sa ginagawa niyo, then let's see, what goes around comes around, hindi ako gagawa ng kahit anong form ng revenge sa inyo, Time will tell na lang kung sino at papaano. Basta ito na ang huling beses na magsasalita ako about this thing. Wala akong dapat linawin na kahit ano, at payo lang to: Act your age naman. thank you!
♥LOVE♥ AT FIRST SIGHT??

DEFINITION (according to wikepedia)
Love at first sight is when a person feels romantic passion for a complete stranger upon his or her initial encounter with the stranger. The term can be used casually to refer to a mere sexual attraction or crush, but it usually refers to actually falling in love with someone literally the very first time one sees him or her, along with the deep desire to have an intimate relationship with that person. The stranger may or may not be aware that the other person has any such notion, and may not even be aware of the other person's presence (such as in a crowded place). Sometimes two people experience this phenomenon towards each other at the same time, usually when their eyes meet.
Okay now my opinion. I DO NOT believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. I used to but now hindi na, for a reason that I know more about what love is. Love at first sight, simple lang naman explanation e, you fall for that person the moment you see him. Minsan ang basis ng love at first meeting ay ang physical look, kagaya sa definition, attraction lang, naniniwala ako na hindi yun magle-lead sa something deeper. Laging nasa tao ang every decision, bawat choice ay nasa kamay ng taong nasa situation, sabihin na lang natin na nalove at first sight nga ang isang nilalang, hindi naman basta na lang na pipiliin niya na mahalin yung taong yun diba? Dapat alam niya kung ano nga ba ang real intention niya para sa taong yun, hindi lamang dahil sa attracted ka, o ano pa mang dahilan. Mahirap ipaliwanag lalo na pag wala ka sa posisyon para magsalita pero sa opinyon ko kung gugustuhin mong mahalin ang isang tao dahil sa magnetism then choice mo yun, kung ang gusto mo naman ay ang kilalanin muna, choice mo pa rin yun, nasa tao lang talaga kung paano nila bibigyan ng kahulugan or kulay ang salitang LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. May mga bagay na para sa akin na tama, at para sa iba ay mali, pero ang tingin ko magnetism lang sa physical na aspeto ang kahulugan nito nasa tao na lamang kung kanila itong pangangatawanan o hindi. Simple lang naman e, hindi masama ang magmahal pero dapat alam mo kung paano at kung ano ang ♥MAHAL♥.
COLOR OF MY SOUL



Your color is Yellow. Yellow is a happy, exiting color, but is mellow & sympathetic. You're a generally happy person & you like to be with other people. You probably have a few good friends and love them all deeply.
MUSIC, FOODS, ALCOHOL, NICOTINE and MONEY

VICES--> TOO BAD
Wala lang nakakaloko, summer wala akong pera at wala akong magawa. Bumabalik na yung dati kong bisyo, paninigarilyo. huhu . Yeah, smoking, alam ko masama especially hindi ako legal para manigarilyo pero walae, na-aadik ako. huhu.. Anyway, kanina akala ko nawala yung 200 pesos ko, nasa bulsa pala ng shorts ko, muntik na mabasa. huhu! Tapos nun pumunta kami ng Divisoria kasi may binili yung nanay ko, amputsa naman TRAPIK!! sa Binondo, nakakaasar tas sobrang init pa, kamusta naman yun?? Haay, grabe talaga, tas pag-uwi namin pumunta pa kami sa Graduation Party nung anak ng Family Friend namin, waah! andami namang FOODS!! tiba-tiba sobra. Busog na busog ang tiyan ko at mata ko kasi nakakita ako ng ALAK, waah, gusto ko uminom ng alak! Wala naman akong problema e, gusto ko lang talaga, tas San Mig Light pa, kaya lang di pwede eh. huhu. Nalungkot na naman ako. Ano ba yan, tapos pag-uwi ko nabasa ko yung personal message ng Giniling Festival sabi dun may libreng concert sila sa 31, sa Greenhills kasama ang Updharma Down, natuwa ako, gusto ko pumunta ang problema, wala akong kasama! huhu. Anak ng tutsa naman oh! Lahat na lang. Walang pag-asa. huhu! Nalulungkot ako. Nalulungkot talaga ako. Bakit ganun? Ansaklap naman. Pero good news din kasi kasama na kami ni Sandra sa list ng sasama sa Puerto Galera, so it means walang urungan ito. hahaha!
I LIKE/ GUSTO KO
•Magkaroon ng madaming pera
•Pumunta sa BEACH
•Magswimming at Magbilad sa healthy na ARAW. haha!
•Mag-aral ng driving
•Puntahan lahat ng gigs ng paborito kong banda kagaya ng Up dharma Down, Giniling Festival, Kamikazee, Blazing Bulalakaws, Bamboo at marami pang iba.
•Kumain ng halo-halo na may maraming ice cream
•Magpunta sa beach
•Beach
•BEACH
•Maging kaibigan lahat ng miyembro ng paborito kong banda
•Makilala si Ean Mayor ng Up dharma Down ng personal
•Makausap at Makipagkwentuhan sa Kamikazee kasi parang ang cool nila kasama.
•Gusto ko din panuorin lahat ng magandang pelikula na ipapalabas.
•Madami akong gustong gawin!!
•Gusto ko kumanta ng kumanta ng kumanta.
•Gusto ko matutong mag drums!
Sobrang dami kong gusto gawin. Pero parang yung iba medyo malabo. Basta isa lang ang gusto ko sa mga oras na ito kundi ang ----> PUMUNTA SA BITS! ayun. tsuk.
Huge Crush DAY
Mar 28, '07 9:16 AM
for ♥anna♥'s network
CRUSH . . CRUSH . . CRUSH . . ON "HIM"
So araw ito kung saan nakita ko ang aking long-time crush. haha! Minsan maganda din pala na lumalabas ng bahay kahit papaano kasi nakakakita ka ng mga magagandang bagay at tao. hehe! Anyway, wala naman talagang special na nangyari today except dun sa nakita ko yung crush ko ayun lang yun, period. Na-move yung paglabas ng gunggang instead of 31, 30 na. Nagkaroon kasi ng conflict sa schedule e. Anhirap mag organize ng mga get together like this. Anyway, yesterday nung papunta kami ng Divi nakakita kami ng couple na teens na magka-akbay at ang comment ng nanay ko . ."Tignan mo yan oh, high school pa lang.." sus! Mga nanay talaga, pero di naman sila nagkakamali. Pero during my highschool days never ko na-imagine ang sarili ko na dating or falling in love, nasira lang lahat yun with one guy and kalimutan na natin na binanggit ko siya. haha! parang ang bitter. haha. Anyway ayun I guess dati iba yung takbo ng isip, totally different from other teens. But now parang iba na, maybe ganun talaga if nagmamature ang isang tao. Masaya na malungkot pero ayos lang kasi parte naman yun ng pagiging tao e. haay.
Mga Lugar na Gusto ko puntahan sakaling may pakpak ako sa mga oras na to:
1. Lugar kung nasaan si EAN MAYOR!
2. Sa mga gig venues ng aking paboritong banda
3. Puerto Galera
4. Boracay
5. Paris
6. Los Angeles
7. Amanpulo
8. Rome
9. Italy
10. Swimming pool kasama ang aking mga friends
11. sa BEACH, sa BEACH, sa BEACH, sa BEACH, sa BEACH at sa BEACH
12. Singapore
13. Saguijo
14. Gateway sa Cubao
15. Mayrics
16. At sa lahat ng sulok ng mundong ibabaw.
Siguro kung may pakpak ako ngayon pustahan lagas na balahibo nun pagbalik ko dito sa bahay namin. Kung pwede lang puntahan ang Up dharma Down kung nasan man sila ngayon at sabihin kay Armi na, "Ang galing-galing mo kumanta!" haay, solb na ang isang araw na kapiling sila. Ang galing talaga nila. Gusto ko din makausap si EAN at sabihin na "Taga PASAY ka? Ang galing parehas tayo ng hometown. Talentado ka! Idol kita!'' haay, naku parang ayoko ng umalis sa lugar na yun. tsuk.